Nice, I slept straight through til 4:30!    Faithful Whitney will sit in waiting room while I get my cat scan done.  She is going through her own "what if, hope not" stuff  . But you know that Father. Weird how she and I are going through the same emotions at the same time. Ever the faithful little prayer warrior my Whit. I have some very strong and wonderful women of faith in my life and I am blessed to include my daughters on that list. Even my sister had radio on a christian station it sounded like. I didn't  say a word kinda like when you are sneaking up on baby bunny in the spring so they won't run away. Because I didn't want her to change it. Hmmm, hard ass baby sister is a poser!
Dr. W showed me a picture of what position I am going to be in for the cat scan and it did not look too bad or uncomfortable. Good thing my left tata is pretty much healed though. Hey! If there are stitches on your breast when they do a mastectomy, do they remove the stitches first or just take them at the same time...

I know now what the difference is in blogging and writing in a notebook. ..When we die people will find stacks of notebooks with senseless scribbling and little morsels of real true feelings.
I LOVE the comments people leave because I feel, REALLY feel that I am not alone. One of my cousins in California that I just connected with sent me a message telling me that another relative has his whole congregation praying for me. Awww, teared up immediately. I read all the comments to Mark and of course we cry because we are so blessed.
Love the scriptures and I said them over myself this morning (thanks Marty).
Isaiah 46:4 is the first one that came from Theresa via text when this all came about.
Ok., enough babble.