So, I don't know if you read a couple of blogs ago that I had some blood work done...well the results came in and now I have diabetes!! Really? Seriously? I have no idea why this hit me harder than the words " you have breast cancer". Curious how I stepped right into the Twilight Zone. I heard myself say " No freaking way!" My good cholesterol is very good and I guess that is a very good thing. All of the numbers that my doctor told me did not mean a thing but I guess that I can control it by changing my diet and taking a little pill. I have pretty much eaten what ever I want and as much as I want all of my life so this is a very huge inconvenience for me. It is now time to pay the piper.
Tomorrow is number 15 radiation treatment and so far nothing major has happened to my body except a little tenderness on my left side and arm.
Right now is when I get a couple of cookies and a glass of milk before I brush my teeth and go to sleep. I am now in withdrawal ...HA! I am such a whiner...WAAAAA....
BOO HOO : (
There... I am done...
God is good and I KNOW that I know that He loves me and will continue to guide me and protect me...period!
Good night. I will go to sleep tonight with a grumbling stomach because I cannot eat my cookies and milk.
OK. I am really done whining.
Good night Flash lights and Firefly.
I used to call my mother and ask her how she was doing, she would respond "I'm still keeking", without her accent it would be "I'm still kicking". This is my story, my thoughts in the middle of the night when I am alone or the middle of the day surrounded by loved ones but still alone in my mind. You are only as sick as your biggest secret and I'm pretty sick(in more ways than one,tee hee!). So this blog is going to show you what goes on in the mind of a REAL Macho Woman! scarey.
3 comments:
Even when you are given another blow you seem to always stand strong ready for another one. You are such a great person, mother and friend. This is just another learning experience for you and a warning for me and Whit. (See how I made it about us) :)I want to be half the person you are Mother. Don't worry I don't have you on a pedastal to be knocked down. I just admire your stillness in chaos. I love you, have a great Friday!
Diabetis...another tough "pill" to swallow...another thing for you to tackle...wow. I then read Summer's post. I know how grateful you are for your girls, your hubby, your grandkids, your family and friends. I am so grateful that you have them to lift you up, help you, love you. What a beautiful family you have. Love and prayers, Patti
WOW THAT FLIPPING SUCKS. I am sure this will go away in time. I wonder if it because of all your body has gone thru. It can be controlled, but it no fun when you have to watch what you eat. I know it's all that Mexican food. Soo much cheese. Now you may have to act like us white fok. It's not too bad. You might enjoy it. Now I will close have to make a white fok dinner. Wonder what that is LUV U Firefly.
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